i'm tired of being me,

and i don't like what i see,

i'm not who i appear to be

so i start off every day,

down on my knees i will pray,

for a change in any way

but as the day goes by,

i live through another lie,

if it's any wonder why



am i ever gonna change

will i always stay the same

if i say one thing,

then i do the other

it's the same old song,

that goes on forever

am i ever gonna change

i'm the only one to blame

when i think i'm right,

i wind up wrong

it's a futile fight,

gone on too long



please tell me if it's true,

am i too old to start anew,

cause that's what i want to do

but time and time again,

when i think i can,

i fall short in the end

so why do i even try,

will it matter when i die,

can anyone hear my cry?



am i ever gonna change

take it day by day

my will is weak

and my flesh too strong

this peace i seek

till thy kingdom comes