You sat me down beside myself

To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you

Was this for real? It''s hard to tell

''Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into



I''m gonna overcome this paper heart and win this time

And all along, I should''ve known that this wasn''t your dream, it

was mine

I know you wanted me to give up this life to be

Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in

I was never good at goodbyes



Can I swallow this bottle whole?

So, this brain in my head

Can forget your face



When we starting out, you believed in me without a doubt

You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me

It''s so much harder, now, I wanna try and tell you how

There is so much love in me, even though it''s hard to see

I was never good at goodbyes



Can I swallow this bottle whole?

So, this brain in my head

Can forget your face

Can I swallow this bottle whole?

''Cause I''d rather be dead

Than make more mistakes



Today I couldn''t stay awake

Feels like i''m drowning in this firewater lake

I won''t be sleeping much tonight

It''s not the same without you lying by my side

Right beside me



Can I swallow this bottle whole?

So, this brain in my head

Can forget your face

Can I swallow this bottle whole?

''Cause I''d rather be dead

Than make more mistakes



I know you wanted me

To give up my life to be

Everything I am, when you''re the

Only thing that I can see

I''m sorry, but you''re not the

The only one for me



You left me, here, beside myself

Left me with all the reasons I was wrong for you