today i wasn''t even gonna take a shower

and then i got a call sayin'' that my cousin died in a fire

so i washed myself for what seemed like three hours

tears in rusty water

i need some of that calgon take me away action, immediately

''fore i start scrubbin'' my hands hard repeatedly

i''m stuck somewhere lethargic between reality

in a fuckin'' school video

WAKE ME UP

i say goodbye too many times these 22 long ones

here i am wavin'' again

"so long, friend"

i shoulda told her how this town doesn''t like when people leave

so it finds ways to keep ''em

it sews seeds and reaps ''em

and now she''s part of that harvest

but different from all the others

ask her mother how her smile touched souls and warms cold hearts

monique, i miss you

i wish i coulda kissed you farewell

and given you that tattoo you always asked for

but when i''m done tappin'' bud lite on god''s stomach

you got next

i''m done

y''all take what you want from me

i''m going to wash my hands

i miss you boo